Loner

I don’t even know | i still don’t know.

girl I don't know | it's cool. I don't know

I don know what this is | I don know what this is

I don’t know what this is called | Cozy ig I don’t know what else

I don’t care | I don’t care

don't feel shame Saying no | I want nothin' I want it all now I've got a dirty mouth I'm not gonna wash it out I've got baggage It's got big wheels I've got a little dog Biting at my heels I'm not gonna heal you Not gonna make your dreams come true Don't touch me Don't even look at me I've got laser beams Coming out my eyes Do you still really Wanna mess with me? I got tough 'cause I had enough I was a girl with a big heart And they really roughed me up My body fell asleep When they took it away from me But I got it back Now I do what I like with it Show me your soft spot Have some pillow talk Your sweat tastes salty Your brakes are faulty Watch the sky, don't feel shame Talking back, don't feel shame Saying no

I don't know | Me if i was in COD

You didn't heal me but I healed | You didn't teach me I taught myself through you You didn't heal me but I healed From the things that you do We didn't want each other baby We wanted something so much more To feel the rarest of feelings That which opens all doors Don't shut them all too quickly There might not always be more I'll spread your love so thickly So I can reminisce some more Sometimes it feels like I could give it all up to be held by you But that's not all the time No not all the time Only when I can't breathe Only when I wanna believe Only when it's late at night Only when I don't feel right Only when I touch my body Only when I'm feeling naughty Only when you're far away Far away, far away

I never realized I have never been truly happy. | I just was told that I shouldn't feel this way all the time. I didn't know.