I Started Acting Like I Didn’t Care

I don’t care | I don’t care

I didn't trust myself | Not just 25, 000 feet above the coast of Malibu But with anything And I didn't trust you

I don’t care outfit | For when I don’t care what I wear to go somewhere

I said, "Why didn't you come to me?" | I said, "Why didn't you talk to me?"

I wanted to call you, but I didn't say a thing | I shouldn't have done it, but I read it in your letter You said to a friend that you wish you were doing better I wanted to reach out, but I never said a thing I shouldn't have done it, but I read it in your letter You said to a friend that you wish you were doing better I wanted to call you, but I didn't say a thing

I never realized I have never been truly happy. | I just was told that I shouldn't feel this way all the time. I didn't know.

And at least I understood then, the hunger I felt | And I didn't have to call it loneliness

don't tell anyone but I'm very drunk | And I didn't cry

You didn't heal me but I healed | You didn't teach me I taught myself through you You didn't heal me but I healed From the things that you do We didn't want each other baby We wanted something so much more To feel the rarest of feelings That which opens all doors Don't shut them all too quickly There might not always be more I'll spread your love so thickly So I can reminisce some more Sometimes it feels like I could give it all up to be held by you But that's not all the time No not all the time Only when I can't breathe Only when I wanna believe Only when it's late at night Only when I don't feel right Only when I touch my body Only when I'm feeling naughty Only when you're far away Far away, far away

skin care | I love doing skin care