I'll let the darkness swallow me whole

In the dark, I know that you do | I've waited many years Every print I left upon the track Has led me here And next year, it'll be clear This was only leading me to that And by that time, I hope that You love me I move with the trees in the breeze I know that time is elastic And I know when I go All my particles disband and disperse And I'll be back in the pulse And I know none of this will matter in the long run But I know a sound is still a sound around no one And while I'm in this body I want somebody to want And I want what I want and I want You to love me And I know that you do In the dark, I know that you do

I find it hard to let myself be | Been trying far too hard to make you see What I've got going on so you can make your mind up If you show me your cards, I'll stop being the fool 'Cause lately, it feels like I'm driving you crazy And I'm not sure that it's the good kind Do you wanna let me in on what it feels like To look at me? I wanna believe that I'm more than you seem to see Surely, I could be so much more to you, baby But lately, I've been driving you crazy But will I always? And sometimes, I wonder how you speak of me When I'm not there and you can say whatever you please Do you say anything 'bout how I make you feel? 'Cause I'd love to know

I know you, I remember from the grass stain | Every morning, got a hollow where my heart goes I never listen, but I see it with my eyes closed I know you, I remember from the grass stain Maybe I could be a better human with a new name

yeah guys | so yeah the day before I take my break I will let y'all know but yeah I wish I had a BF / GF 😭😭

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